What my soul is seeking?

What my soul is seeking?

As the tiring day ends, I wish I had those super special hands that would embrace me and help me rest;
My body longs for a gentle touch as my heart keeps wandering,
A gentle caress and a warm touch is what my soul is seeking…

I often feel like a loner, like a stranger in this ever gazing world;
Disturbed and petrified are my heart and mind to see things go haywire,
To see a pleasant sight with those mesmerizing eyes which gives a reason to smile is what my soul is seeking…

The squeaky sounds of the horns the hustle and bustle of the preposterous urban life; the staggering bullets of machine guns and AK-56s;
Nature is literally absent and so is the feeling of oneness with the nature.
To hear the sweet and soothing sounds of nature thru those serene ears is what my soul is seeking…

The stinking garbage and city waste has no exit at all;
Making it difficult for me to breathe and sustain, suffocating me to the core.
To inhale pure oxygen and true essence of nature thru that concerned nose is what my soul is seeking…

Wrath, vengeances, abuses and curses have occupied prime positions in ones speech.
Man, God’s most beautiful creation is no longer a boon to the civilization and his tongue has disgraced humanity.
To utter love, compassion and peace with that sensible tongue is what my soul is seeking…

The world is all hatred, disgust, anger, greed and mean
Every single second of my life seems like thousands of tons of steel;
To spread peace and happiness thru that human heart is what my soul is seeking…

War mongers, corrupt minds and tyrants are ruling this world.
The so called leaders are stirring materialistic hallucinations, all which are so superficial;
To think healthy and to uplift the cause of humanity thru that rational mind is what my soul is seeking…

Caste-creed, colour, status have chopped humanity into millions of pieces.
Hearts and minds have been isolated and banned and everyone is an orphan.
To merge and unite with every single soul thru that divine soul is what my soul is seeking…

At the moment my soul is only seeking answers and seems quite hollow, making me feel like an abnormal soul in this normal world.
Finding answers and getting my soul enlightened is what my soul is seeking…

------------------------------------------------a thirsty soul seeking answers- Gayatri Sankar