Sunday, October 28, 2012

Melancholic Me…


A loner amidst crowd seeking salvation,
To attain nirvana and transcend to heaven
Where there’s none to hurt and dump…
I wish I succeed in disowning this world.

A dark room that I take refuge in,
Is sinking in, deep and fast;
Into a world of solitude
That gripped me in the past.

Despite having many around, yet no one to talk to,
I wonder if this is the life I want to live.
A journey bombarded with pain and sufferings,
That leaves nothing but tears aplenty!

I knock the neighbour’s door aloud.
But there’s none who attends to the call.
I realize that’s not where I ought to be,
For I have elsewhere to go.

On a pilgrimage to a lonely planet,
Where there’s me, only me around.
I wish I had someone to call my own,
And spill my profound heart’s unsaid dialogues.

I ain’t being pessimistic,
I ain’t being negative,
All I am is a lonely me,
Someone who reflects melancholic me!

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

It hurts you the most…

It hurts you the most…

Being in love makes you feel in heaven
Happy and content
But in spite of giving your all if your love fails to work
It hurts the most when you don’t know why it ended!

It hurts the most when you don’t know why it ended
Making you wonder all day at night
Pinching your heart and wetting your eyes
You feel punished for no fault of yours!

I keep contemplating why it all happened
Questioning God why indeed it happened
I don’t know what I have lost and gained
But one thing is for sure I feel miserably pained
It hurts the most when you don’t know why it ended!

Disturbed and shaken I am from within
Don’t know what to do next and in the days to come
I might over come the failure in love
Yet keep wondering where I went wrong
It hurts the most when you don’t know why it ended!